posts like this one are what gives us hope in even the worst situations in life, and no matter how broken we are we can have hope that Yeshua Messiah can deliver from it. It reminds me of Wendy Alec’s story in her book about her visit to our Father’s garden, how He dealt with her broken trust due to her going thru 3 yrs of being attacked on every level by the enemy. Yeshua took her in the spirit to places like a spiritual POW camp and a spiritual MIA camp whereupon He freed people who’d allowed themselves to be imprisoned in spiritual strongholds which He set free – telling one pastor (in spirit realm) “yes, you’ve fallen very far BUT NOT SO FAR THAT MY ARM CAN’T REACH YOU TO DELIVER YOU – which He then did.
I grew up in a home that was deeply impacted by the brokenness and trauma of mental illness, depression, suicide, and addiction that attacked my mother. As a child fear, anxiety, and depression haunted me. I often struggled with demonic torment at night which at times left me paralyzed or frozen in my bed. My only source of freedom was singing “JesusLoves Me.” which would immediately remove the fear if I could speak.These attacks were often passed off as my own imagination by my parents, psychologist, and even the hypnotists who took me through a battery of questions and tests to determine what was wrong with me.
As I grew, the heaviness of life and the weight of being labeled BROKEN hung like a weight around me that everyone could see. This affected the way I functioned in school and at home. Depression, Anger, and Hopelessness caused thoughts…
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